It's a shame, I really wanted this diary entry to be about the memories I have of all my mates, past and present, and hopefully those mates I'll have in my future. But, after going out today, it would seem that one of my mates I love the most won't be in my future at all...

*Does he really think I'm that big a threat?!*
*He really hates you*

It's about time I started to stand up for myself, fight my own battles. I'm not gonna have the comfort of school any more, it's the big bad world now...

The right thing... The right thing to do would be to sink away into the background and leave you. But there is a problem. We're not at school. I can't patch it up with you a week, two weeks, a month from now. If this happens, we're gonna drift apart, and nothing is going to bring us back together short of a miricle.

The only reason I'd disappear would be so you can be happy. Not because it pisses her off. And I don't need her more than you, not at all...

What more can I say? Have your theories, your chats behind my back, bitch about me and slag me off if you'll get pleasure out of it. Do I care?

Well, do I?

At the moment, there's only two things I do. GCSE's, and you.

Farmboy
Thought for the day:
Am I really such a threat to you?

Say what you will, but I cried today.