I could be on about a lot of things...

Wednesday. Wednesday was fun. That was good.

But now, everythings just gone... wrong...

I don't want to lose friends, that's the last thing I want to do.

Does it really have to happen? I was up until... I don't know what time this morning, asking myself the same question... over and over.

I do want you two to work, I really do, but its so unfair. I told him something once, and he said he respected me for that. Well, I think no differently to then.

I think this is unfair on you. Put yourself in his position, and him in yours. Then think about that.
Would he do what you're willing to?
I don't know.
Does this have to happen?
I don't know.
Will we still be mates at the end of June?
I don't know.
Will I update later?
Maybe...